

Flawlessness becomes unfair
When what lies virginal, unblemished
Waits for fulfillment at the touch of a quill.
Impatiently the writer begs the muse
For the skill to convey thoughts to words
To build an oeuvre worthy
Of what you mean to her.
Softly flowing fantasies
And melodic inspirations
Refuse transformation to simple symbols
Feeling inadequate in comparison
On reflection of your elegance.
Your splendor and beauty
Mutes the music in that moment.
No expression, no declaration
Is eloquent enough
To say what the heart feels.
The writer burns in frustration
Aroused, yet unsatisfied
Unable to encompass all
Admiration and adoration
Desire and devotion
Into more than the simplest phrase:
I do love you.

Darkness and anguish
Is what I seek
I thrive on misery
And feast on the weak
I’m born in your soul
And run through your veins
I remain silent and still
Until your first taste of pain
I awaken with a thirst
That can never be quenched
You cry in the night
With your hands tightly clenched
Your tears give me life
Your sobs set me free
I take over your mind
You belong to me
I remove your laughter
And replace it with frowns
You are my puppet
Until Death beats me down.

I dyed my hair dark red
And my lips to match.
Don't worry, folks
I'm not fresh from the patch.
I know how it works
And if I wanna score,
I've got to look
Like what they're looking for.
They don't really know me.
They don't really care.
They want a hot ticket.
Why should I play fair?
Hanging on the scene
Not drinking my shot,
Acting all cool
Like I know that I'm hot.
I've got a stud on the line.
Who tells me I'm smokin'.
I reel him out the door
Before he sees that I'm jokin'
In the backseat of his car
I've got a Jack-in-the-box.
He thinks I want a taste
Of his sticky lollipop.
I tell him he's the man
As I bring him to his knees,
And when his eyes are closed,
And when he thinks I'm pleased,
I can knock him in the head,
I can take all his cash,
I can take his keys and credit
I can dump out this trash.
Going to make a fresh start
With his change and his fuel.
To rebuild your life
All you need's the right tool.

You were a lucky child
We heard crying the day you were born
And came to have a taste
We things that skulk and ooze
And shed our skins and eyes
We love to crunch on newborn babes
But you were deeply sleeping
Oblivious to the grief
Too young to feel afraid
We crawled away
Knowing we’d return
When we could bring you fear
You were a lucky child
We heard screaming
And came to have a peek
Your closet door creaked open
Our claws and tentacles
Scrabbled at the keyhole
We wanted to touch your terror
But you were not in bed
You were witnessing the storm
Nightly raging throughout your home
We slunk back into the shadows
Hungry and alone
You were a lucky child
We heard nothing
And thought our time had come
Our fangs were yearning for you
But you were full of anger
Too bitter for our tongues
You had no fears to give us
And your demons were more powerful
Than any we could offer
We watched you through the window
And felt afraid
We fled in the confusion
You were a lucky child
But you are child no more
Your hate has given way to emptiness
Sorrow is your friend
We’ve come to claim you now
From underneath your bed
We grasp at your last dreams
And confiscate your hopes
We will steal away your tears
And choke you with your prayers
They are useless now
You belong to us
This poem goes out to the many who pass through my life,
Much like a breeze flows over the skin;
It goes out to those who stop to touch;
And to the few who remain to share an embrace.
You are my example and my strength:
I borrow from you to become more completely myself.
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Advice for February
Don't hide inside with icy fright,
Curse not the last cold wind that blew,
Give no respect to Winter Night,
Who hasn't yet regarded you!

I try to align my quandary to best expound the beating bird inside my breast.
Its flapping wings against the pane of my soul. To tell of its lust for freedom, its pain of control.
To soar along the peaks of memory and the past. To once again drink from the well of youth vast.
You can see the distant lands reflected in its eye. A haunting forest, a lonely moor, a mist filled sky.
It has tasted the fruit of passion and love untold. Felt the cut, the burn of heat in battle bold.
These are the emotions of my eternal soul. Pulsing and pounding to ancient ancestral blood like some distant drum toll.
